an oh i like the sad eyes bad guys

                ❞lie for me and hope to die for me❞

                                                        i’ve felt the winds of a far away winter
                                                              brush against my fragile body
                                                  afraid it might have broken my porcelain skin
                                                                               and hair
                                                 that waved to the rythm of a breeze, unknown.
                                                                            it scared me.
                                                a never ending fear of the unknown, untouched
                                                                but so was i, so pure yet wild
                  maybe that was the reason you left me, all of us anxious about things we can’t control.
                                                                  things that we don’’t know.
             maybe you didn’t understand me. because you saw something in me you hadn’t met before.
                                                                            it scared you.
                                              or so maybe you saw nothing in me, and overlooked.
                                               but i adored you, with all my heart, i got to feel you.
                                            and it was celest. it was unknown, but it didn’t scare me.
                                                                           and i felt safe.
                                       against your chest, where i could feel a vibe reaching out to me.
                                                                        holding your hand
                 falling for your voice like a lovely pastel painting, delicate and rare that only you posessed.
                                                             and you still haunt my dreams
                                          and you’ve become a demon that never lets me sleep
                                                  and i still fall asleep next to you, in my head
                                                               and even if now i know you.
                                                                         i’m still scared.


Bianca x 16 x scorpion
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update 1 -3/6/2015 11:18
update 2 -3/1/2016 21:00
update 3 -3/6/2016 11:57
update 4 -3/1/2017 19:23
update 5 -3/6/2017 19:53